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Feb. 25th, 2010 | 10:42 am
location: home
mood: coldcold
music: 21 jumpstreet season 2

The type of friend Id like to be,Id like to be loyal and caring.I want to be steady and true and dependable.I want to be there if you need me in good and bad times.I just want to be a genuine person and be worthy of my friends.I think this song says it more eloquently than I ever could.Thanks Terry,derri and the good Dr of Love!!!

Waiting For You To Come Around
from the album "Green Room Serenade, Part One"
(Derri Daugherty and Gene Eugene)
Sung by Derri and Gene?

We were so brave
We never feared
We were so close
We were so dear
Who could've thought
How far we'd drift
I'm trying to think of how that
I can let you know how much you're missed

And if you need a friend
Someone you can spend some time on
And if you're gonna call anytime at all
It's fine
And if you have some doubt about it
Forget about that now
I will wait for you to come around

We drive all night
In that beat up car
I'd watch the road
You'd watch the stars
Here's my bright idea
To write this note
So count this as the first move
Forgive the lump that's in my throat

So if you need a friend
Someone you can spend some time on
And if you wanna call anytime at all
It's fine
Now if you still have doubts about it
Forget about them now
I will wait for you to come around

You're not one to ask for kindness
From a stranger
You've always been so lonely
In a crowd
And I don't care if it's sooner
Or if it's later
You can find me waiting
Waiting for you to come around

Na na na na na na

When times are tough
They make us cry
We've lost some friends
And we don't know why
Some pass away
Some grow apart
And though I haven't seen you lately
You still own my heart

So if you need a friend
Someone you can spend some time on
And if you wanna call anytime at all
It's fine
And if you have some doubts about it
Completely erase them now
I will wait for you to come around
I will wait for you to come around

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0wWmS2pUFcw

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Dec. 23rd, 2008 | 12:33 pm

I hate to say it but I really hate this Season.It is a commercial nightmare that stresses me out and makes me want to hide.It has such an emphasis on gifts.I really have nothing to offer anyone.I really wish I did have something to offer to all I know,I wish I could bring comfort to all I see and esp. those I care about but I am barely paying my rent and electric.I do say this if you come to my door,Id be happy to cook and enjoy time together,but my abillity to do anything beyond that is impaired.this time of year enhances my already heavily depressed mind and feelings of inadequacy to be anything more than a drain on everything around me.I feel like the world would be a better place if I just left it.I feel very tired and ignored by God,my prayers still rise but arent listened too or they are easily ignored.All I want is to be secure but I havent felt secure in anything in many years.I tr4y to do for others in my limited ways but all I seem to hear for my efforts and trouble is how it wasnt good enough or adequate enough or gratitude that seems to hinge on the next thing I do for the party.I am tired of people with agendas for me to accomplish for them or the vampires who want to suck me dry.I just want to feel safe and loved and secure in the moment,but that seems to be as mythical as Santa Claus

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Its an impossibity but...

Dec. 23rd, 2008 | 11:47 am
location: Home
mood: crankycranky
music: woody talking

If you are going to be in the nieghborhood on Dec 24 or 25th Santa.Id like some Tide Laundry Detergent(The Big Bottle),money for my medical supplies(about $80 for my scripts and a few other things(Strips,Pokers,etc....) and a copy of either Mortal Kombat Vs DC or Star Wars:The Force Unleashed.But the more important stuff is the detergent and medical stuff.I tried to be a good boy this year.
                                                                   Steve

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I Radio Heaven-Over The Rhine

Dec. 17th, 2008 | 07:42 pm
mood: apatheticapathetic

My friend reminded me of this song,I am really feeling this song.

i radio heaven
i get mixed signals
i move the antenna
i switch the channels
i lie in this bed
my satellite dish
is there room in the universe
for one last wish
(i say)

do you read me
over
you wanna come
over

i guess i never told you
'bout this life i'm livin'
it's heaven versus hell
in a split decision
this secret religion is
the best that i've found
i radio heaven
when no one's around
(i say)
do you need me
over
you wanna come
over

this song is grinning
go on and undress it
it's just the beginning
go on and possess it
you're no longer a child now
don't let them molest it
the wound is deep
i'm just trying to confess it

the truth is i bleed you
when these frequencies cut me
i'm a slut with a mission
a singular vision
i radio heaven
i get mixed signals
i move the antenna
i switch the channels

i radio heaven
i get mixed signals
i move the antenna
i switch the channels
i lie in this bed
my satellite dish
is there room in the universe
for one last wish

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im almo9st ready to say screw Christmas and....

Dec. 15th, 2008 | 06:28 pm

Start celebrating festivus!!!!!

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Dec. 14th, 2008 | 11:51 pm

im trying to right I just dont have much to say,I feel really depressed and lonely.I really hate this season cause I really cant give that much.I get guilty if I go to parties and dont contribute and feel really horrible most of the time about it.

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Dec. 2nd, 2008 | 02:10 am

my x-box 360 is driving me nuts.The abillity to pit myself against the world of really talented people.It shows me what kind of talentless hack I am.I spent three or four hours having my ass handed to me by other players,playing Ultimate Mortal Kombat 3.I had my tale handed to me both by online players and the computer.I have been struggling and frustrated by almost every game I have played lately just because I have.I try very hard but get frustrated and insecure....but I never was good enough

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Nov. 23rd, 2008 | 12:38 am
mood: sleepysleepy

My computer is fixed but still needs a better  OS.Im on X-box live now on my 360.Im tired and want to go to bed but i thought id say goodnight!!!

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Oct. 15th, 2008 | 03:00 pm
music: Crazy Thing-LSU

I want to start writing again,I need to get at least one of my guitars back I think the music is returning and the need to express myself and be heard.I need to find something to be inspired by,Im just not I really dont want to do anything because the options of what to do are piss poor right now.Getting out going to a show or something along those lines would be great for morale which id at an all time low at the moment.

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What Im Listening too this morning

Oct. 15th, 2008 | 09:36 am
location: Home
mood: sleepysleepy
music: Look at the list

1.Life Boat-Steve Taylor
2.Cherish the Ladies-David Russell
3.Hollow Life-korn
4.the boys are back-kiss
5.Three Stooges theme-rush
6.sam hall-johnny cash
7.Hello-Oasis
8.Mechanical Animals-Marilyn Manson
9.December-Collective soul
10.Fall In Love-Kenny Chesney
11.Stop the World(And Let Me Off)-Dwight Yoakam
12.Home Alone Main Theme-John Williams
13.alone together-The 77s
14.Right Back Where we started from-Maxine nightingale
15.Strong Hand Of Love-Daniel Amos
16.silver thread and golden needles-Dolly,Loretta,and emmy
17.Ripped Off Face-Uphill Battle
18.Serve The Servants-Nirvana
19.Poor Paddy-The Pogues
20.Beneath A Desert moon-Sting

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Sep. 12th, 2008 | 08:55 am

I got a new apartment and am freaking out!!!!!!!!

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Aug. 14th, 2008 | 12:27 am

Instructions:
Go over to Wikipedia and enter your birth date and then pick 3 events, 2 births and 1 holiday that occurred on the day of your birthday.
Events
1.1789 - James Madison introduces a proposed Bill of Rights in the U.S. House of Representatives.
2.1906 - Theodore Roosevelt signs the Antiquities Act into law, authorizing the President to restrict the use of certain parcels of public land with historical or conservation value
3.1968 - James Earl Ray is arrested for the murder of Martin Luther King Jr.

Births
1927 - Jerry Stiller, American comedian and actor


1867 - Frank Lloyd Wright, American architect (d. 1959)

holiday
Roman Empire - second day of the Vestalia in honor of Vesta

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A Golden Voice is Silenced.....and Will Be Missed!!!!!! Skip Caray 1939-2008 R.I.P

Aug. 11th, 2008 | 06:16 pm
location: Home
mood: sadsad

Skip Caray,The Voice of The Atlanta Braves died last week,It made me sad his voice has been a fixture in my life for as long as I have been alive.Im not the biggest sports guy but his passion and love of the game and of a team still stand as a inspiration to me and this City.There has always been a comfort in listening to him and he will be sorely missed even by me!!!!!!!!

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Aug. 6th, 2008 | 11:50 pm

See Paris Hilton Responds to McCain Ad and more funny videos on FunnyOrDie.com
See more funny videos at Funny or Die

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Aug. 6th, 2008 | 08:09 am



This looks like its gonna be great and it has the only director I think can bring this to the screen and do justice to Alan Moore's original vision!!!!!!

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For the WOW obsessed

Aug. 5th, 2008 | 10:01 pm

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Aug. 5th, 2008 | 07:58 pm



You Are 78% Skeptic



While you aren't always skeptical, you generally approach life from a skeptical viewpoint.

You're open to any outlandish claim, but you need proof before you'll believe it.



That being said, you're occasionally willing to go out on a limb and put your faith in idea.

There's a few beliefs you hold because you hope they're true - not because they've been established as true.

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Pizza Hut

Aug. 5th, 2008 | 06:45 pm
location: home
mood: frustratedfrustrated
music: Glenn Beck

I like to order pizza from Domino's online.I thought Id try pizza hut and it turned out to be a real crappy experience.I just am really frustrated with alot of things right now.Im kinda hating life and frustrated everywhere I go.......

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For jawjatek.......Ludicrous SPEED GO!!!!!!!!!!(Spaceballs in under 30 seconds)

Aug. 4th, 2008 | 10:28 pm
mood: aggravatedaggravated

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Flips More Than A Flap Jack

Jul. 22nd, 2008 | 08:34 am

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Jul. 7th, 2008 | 01:06 am

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May. 3rd, 2008 | 02:41 pm

feel like hell,Im achey an having trouble moving,Im alone and I dont like itI dont feel like engaging life cause I cant do what I would like too and am unable to do what I need too.Im really starting to lose interest in everything life is about.Losing internet will amplify my loneliness and my feeling of disconnection from the world.Due to circumstances and other problems of my own making and exacerbated by others(But im not going into that,Im not bad mouthing or slagging or otherwise stabbing anyone in the back.Im eating an entire raspberry danish twist by entenmans but thats another issue(and diabetic nightmare)I would rather be about the love and fighting just leads to me losing so why try in the first place)Im lonely as hell,my legs are hurting alot and my souls kinda bleeding!!!!

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May. 3rd, 2008 | 02:41 pm

a nanny state........
**SPECIAL REPORT: Government Knows Best**

This is the second special report in a week-long series with author Jonah Goldberg, investigating how Liberal Fascism is trying to control your life from the cradle to the grave. Don't miss part four tonight on TV: Emulating FDR: A horrible idea . . . at 7 pm and 9pm ET, only on Headline News. And look for another special report in tomorrow's newsletter.

Government Knows Best
By Jonah Goldberg

Type "New York City Council" and "ban" and "2007" into Google. Here's some of what you find:

A New York Times story: New York City Council Approves Ban on Metal Bats

A BBC News story: "Racial slur banned in New York."

A CNN story on how New York is considering banning "ultrathin" models.

A New York Sun article on how New York City is contemplating banning feeding pigeons.

A link to the Humane Society's effort to ban horse drawn carriages.

And that's on the first page alone.



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Feb. 21st, 2008 | 06:10 pm
mood: sicksick

a nanny state........
**SPECIAL REPORT: Government Knows Best**

This is the second special report in a week-long series with author Jonah Goldberg, investigating how Liberal Fascism is trying to control your life from the cradle to the grave. Don't miss part four tonight on TV: Emulating FDR: A horrible idea . . . at 7 pm and 9pm ET, only on Headline News. And look for another special report in tomorrow's newsletter.

Government Knows Best
By Jonah Goldberg

Type "New York City Council" and "ban" and "2007" into Google. Here's some of what you find:

A New York Times story: New York City Council Approves Ban on Metal Bats

A BBC News story: "Racial slur banned in New York."

A CNN story on how New York is considering banning "ultrathin" models.

A New York Sun article on how New York City is contemplating banning feeding pigeons.

A link to the Humane Society's effort to ban horse drawn carriages.

And that's on the first page alone.

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Feb. 21st, 2008 | 06:08 pm
mood: sicksick

From Glenn Beck
**SPECIAL REPORT: What Hillary and Barack have in store**

This is the second special report in a week-long series with author Jonah Goldberg, investigating how Liberal Fascism is trying to control your life from the cradle to the grave. Don't miss part three tonight on TV: Government Knows Best at 7 pm and 9pm ET, only on Headline News. And look for another special report in tomorrow's newsletter.

What Hillary and Barack have in store
By Jonah Goldberg

The most common left wing definition of fascism is "when business runs the government." Historically, this is basically nonsense. But that hasn't stopped liberals like Robert F. Kennedy Jr. from saying it over and over again.


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